Dear Reader,
was kind of scary to me today were a bit nostalgic and melancholy mood, and the last months in our life through my head.
There are so many things I could tell you, because I had to process them. All that is now long enough ago and I can tell you now share a bit of leave my current life.
Today: ... I cry sometimes, with happiness, with two healthy adolescent or prepubescent children who go their own way, an intact relationship, which today is no longer so obvious, and a successful restart of a professional nature, and customers who come back and find my things as beautiful as I've always wanted. Even about little boys and girls, by the taste of vegetables, as all my soaps and then gleefully roll your eyes. I think that's sooo beautiful.
... I wonder about the masses of raw materials that I order. A year ago there were only 100 ml of perfume oil, today it is 1 l, a year ago it was 2.5 l almond oil with the concern to get it processed up to Christmas, today it every few weeks again so today was 10 l. a packet-day, the whole floor is full, the poor letter carrier ...
.. I became more relaxed. "Pity you get paid, envy must be earned. "And obviously I'm working well and a lot.
Yes, unfortunately there are also, to the character assassination. But I just think in my sneakers ....
Yesterday : ... especially my little sunshine was very sick until he end of June Gipsfuß and yet was just bent over only 8 weeks later he got a broken arm, on time on the 2nd day of school because he has fallen out of bed... Yesterday, from the plaster. In between, he had read a herpes-Super-infection in and around the mouth, eat it or sleep. All that he endured bravely.
... our garden was still in ruins after 3 years without care, because WHEN THE I had to make yet, and the weekends with my husband is always too short. But thanks to a long summer vacation at home and two dear friends and thanks to the efforts of my men, who jumped really on his shadow and his (dis) interest he flourishes now in the new glory and is once again a great piece, and I'm looking forward to next summer! Schatzi, Angela and Ilona, you deserve better than the Gartner DIPLOMA!
morning ... our family will not have much more time together, because my husband has now started yet to study (he is 42 years old). But I am so proud of him, and stand fully behind him because I know that he has long desired.
... I will wake up and realize that my life has finally come, as long as I wanted and I never dared to revamp Sun
... hopefully we will all still alive and well, and happy to jump around.
... will meet again early in the morning to welcome our cat Fritz at the door with a "Morgäään" when we open it.
In this sense I wish you all a peaceful evening.
your Ulli.
